"Before I was a Mom, I made and ate hot meals, wore unstained clothes
and had quiet conversations on the phone.
Before I was a Mom, I never worried about how late I went to bed
because I could sleep in as long as I wanted.
Before I was a Mom, I washed my face and brushed my teeth everyday.
Before I was a Mom, I enjoyed a leisurely cup of coffee while reading
the morning newspaper on a Saturday morning.
Before I was a Mom, I slept the whole night through.
Before I was a Mom, my house was clean everyday and I didn't worry
about whether or not my plants were poisonous.
Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on, pooped on, peed on,
chewed on or pinched by little fingers.
Before I was a Mom, I had complete control of my mind, thoughts and body.
Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child
while doctors and nurses did tests or gave shots.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
because I couldn't stop the hurt.
Before I was a Mom, I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
Before I was a Mom, I never got gloriously happy over a toothless grin.
Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby
just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never was up in the wee hours of the night
just watching a baby while it slept.
I never knew that something so small
couldn't effect my life so tremendously.
Before I was a Mom, I never knew I could love
someone so unconditionally and completely.
Before I was a Mom, I never knew how satisfying
it is to feed a hungry child.
I never knew how fulfilling it is to soothe a baby's cries.
Before I was a Mom, I loved my Mom, but didn't understand her.
Before I was a Mom, I never knew the warmth, the joy, the heartache,
the wonderment, or the fulfillment of being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom, I never knew I would love being a Mom."
- Author Unknown
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